there are many questions going round my head right now..

but they all have one common thing to it

whY....

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i realised only one thing can make me feel the way im feeling right now

and i have been trying to not feel this way since god knows when by many different ways

but well god just shown me today that its not going to work?i ont know but god definately shown me something...

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why do i have this feeling that im the one being screwed over here and not really screwed over but more in the sense of being shortchanged out of this whole entire situation
but than again god ways are higer than our ways and well we cannot understand gods plan completely so we will just have to see..
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but i will not let it ruin my whole day...its not worth it......

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