there is one question right now

1. which i dont know the answer too or rather
   
2. which i dont want to know the answer to
   

but yet...its the first thing i think about everyday

trying to figure out the answer to it...

1. asking god why
2. asking god what
3. asking god is it
   

asking asking asking

1. maybe i know the answer
2. maybe i just dont want to admit to the answer
   

maybe maybe maybe

1. the answer is too scary
2. the answer wld not be something i like
3. the answer wld not be something i dont
   

frankly it was that act on both sides
but that act

1. towards who? or rather
   
2. for who?
   

now thats the million dollar question


on another note

my roomie:'hey ur room is so cosy now' (or something to tt effect)

googled cosy to explain the meaning of that word
and here is the result

Definitions of cosy on the Web:

a padded cloth covering to keep a teapot warm

cozy: enjoying or affording comforting warmth and shelter especially in a small space; "a cozy nook near the fire"; "snug in bed"; "a snug little apartment"
wordnet.princeton.edu/perl/webwn

so yah.....

sighhhhh............

and on another note....

the irony of it all
shes appear offline
im appear offline
and yet we are still chatting with each other

how to do work like that....lolz....