All i want to do is to worship you

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you know why i can't seem to do it
why im so scared

cos im actually making a choice
making a concious choice
its no longer forced on to me
its no longer oh i was told so
its my choice that thats what i want to do
no longer able to blame the responsisbility on anyone else if anytihng goes wrong
its my choice when i do it
revealing something about myself to the world around me,
which i always have been trying to hide out of fear
being vulnerable
its my choice
with nothing to fall back on
with no one to run to
its something i want to do
its my choice with me showing what i actually want
not anyone elses.....

its my choice to trust him or not to....
its my choice
and im absoultely terrified of making the choice.......

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Jesus Christ is the same yesterday and today and forever.
Hebrews 13:8

so why am i so scared?