my conscious is clear
im at peace with what i decided
i know what im suppose to do
now for the tough part for me to actually do it
but i promised god and i promised some others that i wld do it
so i shall...
and hopfully from this point onwards........
it feels like the storm has past.....

PHP 4:4 Rejoice in the Lord always. I will say it again: Rejoice! 5 Let your gentleness be evident to all. The Lord is near. 6 Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. 7 And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus.

DONT REACT!