hmmmmm....lets see
today was just as unproductive as yesterday
so not going for bbq tomorrow
lunch wld have to be grab and go
prob sleep
awake up and study again till LATE
but today...today......
today well theres one word for it sucks
but then you see right it can't because
god made today
and whatever he makes cannot suck
so today cannot suck
so today was........crappy...
yes it was....ahhhhhh.....
crappy crappy crappy....
woke uo today..
okay maybe the only non crappy part was when i woke up
and i was laxing round in bed doing my morning bed quiet time
and thinking if its gods ideas or my own ramdom thought
and so write it down....
but then forgot one point...damn
thne after that went ot bath
thne after that went ot sit down to do qt beofr ei start work
and everything went down hill from there
first cannot do qt...mind conc on work
so i though fine just go and od work im not being productive sitting here
stareing at the bible but then at the ame time cannot must do must do must forcemyself to concentrate
in the end just gave up and started doing work...
then had lunch
then at around 4pm started going slightly off and cldnt study
cos god was trying to tell me something again and again i have no idea what
and i know i say im trying to figure out what he wants to tell me but then at the same time i know i have to actually sit down and wait for it i cna;t be doing something else
so i tried doing qt again and figure out what god wants
and this time failedeven moremiserably then the last time...
this timei fell asleep....
then ding dong....
augh!!!woke up and guess who oh nick kor
to come and collect his sutff....
thne after that not more then a minute later
ding dong...
oh guess who...
ben....
god only knows why he turned up
all ofthem poping up like nobodies busniess
thne really cannot study cos of the tugging in my heart from god...
then had have two choices
one either wait on it
or shove it into a dark cubard
so guess which one i choose
(the latter)
so yah...studied but then sigh...
then after that alison msged me on msn asking for transport
then erm.....i was uncontractablefor like erm
two whole hours.....
good okay i tell you...no one bothering me
phone off msn offline...
then at 10pm went to eat dinner and finally sort out trnasport
then well 11pm finally do eveytihng finish.
then now waiting for food to digest and then bathe andthen sleep cos i got to wake up early tomorrow cos henry coming at 6.50am. and then well me thinks michellethe useless sunday school helperhave to wear contacts tomorrow and hehe steph yah so funny...yah i know...bleagh........
hmm now wat todrag to church tomorrow to study....i think i sld just bring my laptop there and type out my notes for torts cos like seriously....
oh damn...tomorrow no word for life.....and i seriously need to stop going damn....damn damn damn.......grrrrr.......no wfl as tomorrow is some faily fun day or some thing like that....crazy okay have it son ear exams but then again its only the international students who has exams and on monday is the ueens birthday altho it really isnt her birthday...whatver....then michelle is going insane and is so not looking forwardot her morning call tomorrow at 6.30am.....@#$#@%^&*&$%$.......
who shall seperate us from thelove of christ? shall truoble or hardship or presecution or famine or nakedness or danager or sword? no in all these thing we are more then conquerors through him who loved us. for i am convinced that neither life nor death neither angels nor demons neither the present northe future nor any powers neither hight nor depth nor anything else in all creation will be able to seperateus from the love of God that is in Christ Jesus.
Romans 8:35, 37-39
as such
DO NOT BE ANXIOUS about anything, but in everything byprayer and petition with thanksgiving present your requests to God. and the peace of god whcih trancends all understand will guard ur hearts and minds in christ jesus
Philippians 4:6-7
hmm cant rmeeber the exact format which jia sent it to me last year...lost it..sigh....its pulledmy though a few days of the exams...
