well elts see okay for the people in ccm if u dont read the whole thing just read the first part i guess....so yah...

i msged my shephard this morning okay fine afternoon since i woke up at erm 11am? well yah i msged my shephard....how do you know if its god telling you sometihng and when do you now its just you sitting in your bed thinking too much nonsense?
well her reply can a few hours later and it went what God tells u is motivated by love. love builds, always patient, kind +not bec. u've beenwronged. if u're thinking too much+getting agitated, likely devil twisting truth. God as a father looks at his child who has done wrong+corrects himlovinglywith patience +sympathy. u do the same. pray always.

so yes now why did i do that...well as i was doing quiet time this moring and just thinking about very random thoughts like the exam this thought came to me that well God is our never ending source of strength and peace that hes always there for us its just that we need to put hope and trust in him. and that never ending soucre of strength is always there for us and all we need ot do is to tap into it and for like the yonger christians or rather those going thourgh the exams with god the first time theyneed to relaise that and well exma time is a time when you really draw very close to god and those who are going thourgh the exams the first itme with him need to learn how to get the never ending source of strength and peace and to use it while the old ones or rather the ones who have gone thrugh past exams with god well like we must not forget about god and not just rely on our own strength and become complacenet but we need to seek god more and rely on his strength and alwasremeberthat god is therefor us..

but the strange thing was that i didnt have this urge to tell anyone...so maybe its me just thinking too much..but hey its up....hmmm we shall see at next ccm....anyways......

after that settled down to do someserious work when min calledme and well what an entertaining afternoon is had....hahaha....basically i went to china town with the toher set of housemates and so funny okay first there was so much miscommunication on where to eat and even when we were buying tou hua there was miscommuncations...haha...anyway...so we eneded up eating this plate which miin hueypiled high with food..apprently the guys are better at pileing it and can pile even higher and the guys woulld order to plates of it and four of them would share...anyway..she toook some rice and started piling higher and higer it went to the point that the guy at the counter was going enough enough already in chinse so it was somethin like xiao jia kou le kou le (or whatever the hanyupinyin was) then well so pile finsh then went to sit own and as she was carrying the plate i was like i neve knoew chinese food cld be this fattening.....why well.....the whole mountain was just one colour brown and the brown is the fried kind of batter brown...so yah....so oily okay...and well apprently last yearmiin and elsa also did the same thing and irritated the guystanding behind the counter also....so we shallsee next year lah....thank god for the tou hua okay....if not i think i wldhave died from the amount of oil and the heatyness of it all...

after that went to central marketto buysome stuff then went ot coles and then went to chinse grocer then went home and i left my phone in elsas car.....so thank you elsa!!!!!love you...mucks...she so kindly drove back and returned it to me when they werelike at thier door step already...heez....then did some work

and went out again to go mambo to check out the sale...and how i know got sale oh cos my roomie said so...ahaha...got a present from there and then oh yah someone need to tell joe to get something for that boy cos hes the only free one...heez...then walked to runle mall thne walk back again cos we cldnt decide where to eat...then we went to a cafe the one the first time janice had shepharding lessons with stephie in and ordered somestuff cos i didnt want something oily andfried....and yes stpeh fianlly caught on dont ask michie what we wants asks michie wat she doesnt want...hahah....stpeh ordered a milkshake while i had friut juice and i think i have too much sugar in me now or is it oil....no idea...cos after that we had ice cream...so full now...heez...then walked back....in the rain....hahah