hmm okay before i post the post i want to actually post...here are some things i've learnt or wateva...

bascially these past few days everything has been coming in left right centre nd i realised that i need some quite time alone...not just doing qt reading the bible and the lot but just me quiet and god...okay during qt u also have u quiet and god but its different. like the bible is like Gods word and everything...but sometimes iguess i just need to be doing nothing stoning almost...and well just thinking and listening to God...not reading but listening everyday so i now must find a time which is going to be very hard cos ever since i came back i can count on one hand how many times it has happened...so yah....trying to figure out..and to balance it with studying now its like hools so it sldnt be tt hard...hmm...maybe not heh...but yes...

the next thing i learnt is that...just keep quiet...haha.....okay okay...that one not so developed yet and i dont think its an issue yet...but who knows its just me...heez...

okieok ie then most impt thing ive learnt so far in a few days where everything is just piling up is that well....what i say can actually affect pple and may cause some to stumble may cause some to even come back for the next meeting or church service and well yah....like ive seen a real life example happening and well something someone said to me and its like yah...what isay can actually affect how someone else percive something and well i know pple have been telling me tt for the loongest time butit hit im in my face today......like smack...hahha....and no it wasnt sometihng i did or said which made me realise it.......hmmm...not telling.... =)

and i think it sucks suddenly being so observant cos u notice things u dont usually notice and well.....augh...heehee......

and well yah.....u need to make pple want to do the thing u are aksing them to do and not like tell them....cos even if they want to do it and u make them do it its going to be like they arent happy doing it and everytihng....signess...cant remeber if i bogged about tt on suday...so sorry for the repeat..i realised now that half the time i dont know what im typing anymore im just typing it all out so that it doesnt get too cluttered in there and if i need to refer to sometihng its all out here.....

ad its like im comfortable yet being pushed at the same time....so i guess its good........

okie enxt post...hmmmm.....maybe sld do it after i clean my room and put away my clothes then take a break blog the actually post i actually want to blog about ad sort out what work i need to do feel stress for a while then after that clean the kitchen.....hopfully finsh by 2 then go to sleep wake up at 10 wash up at 10.30 then tidy up the living area and vaccum the place hopfully finsh around lunch time thengo for lunch then come home and can start on my work...cos i need a tidy to room to actually start studying....hahahhaha.....ironies of ironies.....lalallala....kk...better get started.....