just came back form sues party...well she leaving but yes she would be coming back....eve if its in five years or even one mth....she would comeback and well yah....everything is in Gods will....once u start seeingt he big picture....but yes....and party with the ccm people....one word...FUN!!!!!and somehow there is always loads of singing and music...music transends all boundaries...i mea how can u be like angry with someone u are singing quite okayvery offkey with??only loads of laughter....but yes this also brought up and showed some problems within the grp....every grp wld have its problem and some of them tonight cropped up and well we need to sort it out somehow...and oh yes...dont hit in front of me...lolz......but yes....tonigh was interesting and well we had a small mini presentation done by nick and then erm it was opened up to the floor to say something if they felt like it...and well as usualy i didnt make any sense and i was babbling on incoherantly....and im in trouble im starting to speak like a malaysians where i dont pronounce my words properly andcorrectly...AHHHHHH.....NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO....nightmare come true....heez....but yes....everything is all happeneing at once....so many changes so many demands so much more to think about so much more to do so much more.....just suddenly............well iguess it comes with getting to the next level or some sort and im just starting out so bound to have tons of problems to sort out...but yes one by one one step at a time.....heez....have to wait for myhairto dry befroei can sleep and its already 1am in the moring...ahhhhhh....oh yah church tomrorow is like at 4pm..haha...cossomeone else booked the hall so it would be a new experiance for all of us...cant wait....prayer meeting at 1pm pick ups at 3.30pm and service at 4pm by the time we finshed its dinner time and hmmm wonder if the church is going to provide food if not hopfully all of us go out for dinner ad have more ccm bonding time.....okay yes michelle here is lazy to find dinner....soif everyone goes out and have dinner then michelle doesnt need to go and find food....hahhaa....whhheeeeee....holidays are here....lalala...but must study.....hmm and here i am rambling on and on and on.......im hungry........ahhhhhhhhhh....