oh and one more thing....u cant be responsible everyone(advice was give in to me by the same angle or angel)haha...but ya.....no one can be responsible for ur life except u even if ur friends want to be responsible for it they cant they can only care for u...and caring and being responsibility is different....caring is to u know like i dunno..hahaha...but ya being responsible for u means like taking the flank for ur actions taking all the shit for u (okay...tihs part im not really clear...sld go ask ___watsthe diff)but ya....its ur choice and ur actions and ur actions or coice can and wld affect everyone aroud u....so before u go judging anyone look at ur actions were they responsible...like putting stuff back were they belong or were they not like not doing wat u are suppose to do...before u get annoyed with anyone...no one can be responsible for ur actions and if it affects them dont freaking get annoyed with them cos it was ur fault in the first place and ya it just hit me too yesterday.....but ya....no one can be responsible for u or ur life no matter how much they want to....

Self centeredness....hmmm...am i gulity of it ...yes of cos duh......like when idont take into account how the other person feels and do wat i want to do or say hurtful things.....or even maybe not help out cos why i have to study.....or even sleep.....thats being self centered cos the other person who is doing the work has to study and may like to reast too and its also irresponsible cos i sld also be helping out.....or even thinking wat the other person does is wrong and weird and wat i do isnt wrong weird or strange....or it cld also be always talking and talking abt myself and not hearing wat the other person is saying aka listening or not letting the other perosn talk...self centered....like not giving way and only doing ur own stuff...yes that self centered too....so it kind of contradicts...cos when wld it be self centered not to help ur friend and when wld it not be which brings me back to being responsible and being caring......

oh and one more thing being responsible doesnt mean that when it affects u u start dcleaning up or helping out ir wateva.....it isnt being responsible its called being selfcentered...cos u are only doing the deed cos if u dont it wld cause u to lose face or something.....

am i making sense????i guess its the type of help needed and the situation.....but ya....its sometimes not being self centered/selfish to not help ur frineds why cos u care for them and want them to learn something.... but ya i need to go for info sys tut now!!!

well...looks like yesterday was hit michelle in the face day.....but i dont think i made any sense in this post...hahahaha

oh ya i wainting to see how long it wld take before it wld move....hmmmmmm.......