you know something...pple sometimes sld just shut up....including me...but ya...so wat if its good so wat if its better so wat if u think u are smarter so wat if u think it sucks so wat if u think its nonsense so wat if by comparing two of the same kind of things and u think urs is better so wat if u think if nice so watif u think its stupid so wat if u think its strange so wat if u think u dont like it SO WHAT!!.....sometimes just shut up and think abt the other persons feelings...how sometimes u might end up hurting the other person how the other person might feel sad that u dont approve of it...how.....and ya.....everyone is freaking getting on my nerves....okay except maybe for one or two...but ya.....EVERYONE....everyone i talk to...why cant they just shut up i dont want to talk to them....everyone i meet....why do i have to me so sociable....everyone around me....this is the worse week by far....the last time i said tt im sorry i didnt know it cld get this bad...hahha...but ya...last time it was stress and school work and test...that i can deal....welll we've been dealing with it for the past 15years of our lives from the monment we start nursery....but this time it isnt school work or anthing it relationships and how im like so irritated with everyone and pissed and ya......my nerves..its like everybody is taking turns to jump on them tosee how long it can last...hahhahaha..and wats in the past is in the past...dont keep looking at it...oh yes they might be memories and they might be ur friends but so wat....now is now and there are so many things to experiance now so many new pple to know who might frankly might not care abt how much fun u had in the past and all ur memeories and abt pple they do not know.....u sld be making memories with them now not looking at how it was in the past with them...okay maybe sharing it with them once is okay..cos yes its a part of u..but not every.single.freaking.time.....so yes....stop living in the past (wise words from a very wise angle or is it angel...nvm...doesnt matter...shes both...opps...)and stop thinking ant those memories if not u are going to miss out on alot of stuff and well ya...frankly pple wld start to avoid u cos they dont care and are bored at listening to u..so yes....just shut up....just express ur opionin and dont judge others (if u really want to judge others..pls look at urself first and ur actions before u go and complain to someone else abt wat the other person does or get annoyed with the person) and remeber no one really cares (deep down)!!!!

okay now i have to remember all that and ya.......i think its easier to just keep my mouth shut....hmmmmm......

oh and jia it was really stupid for me to tell him to wait..........it hit me yesterday....sigh.....really stupid.......
stupid stupid stupid

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