you know something......i just realseid it....

its very hard to explain to someone why i madee these decisions that i made when that person is not a christian costhe person wont understand why....they just dont get it....to them it wldseemstupid and foolish...and well frankly speaking...ive got no energy to go and explain the person why........

and oh well if it turns out to be into one of those annoying persons who just doesnt get the hint....doesnt matter if i know people living in the same area...going to get the same treatment.....

and something's missing...

i think im getting depressed like not full on depressed but depressed butableto shove it into that dark cupboard of mine kind of depressed...so its not depressed atall.....hmmm..okay i have no idea what im going on about....