shove shove shove....
not readyto face it
porb not going be anytime soon

okay now for me to whine about my day...lalala....wahhaha

lets see spelt at three last night woke up this morning at 11am and well was slacking around till 12 when i started on work then i thought my class was at 2pm but thank you miin she reminded me my cass was at 1pm...whahaha....went for class just eating a cookie....by the time it was for ccm....i was ungry and thanks you miin and stephie they brought somefood for me.....

then had ccm praise and worship then broke up into guys and girls so cool firs ttime joining the other grp very interresting...haha....then jemma was teaching on vitory through the word of God...like the word of God is in the Bible and it shows us everything about life and what will happen...and like the sword of the spirit is the word of God and like well its the only offensive weapon out of the whole armour and in order to overcome and be victorious we need to know the word of god..

.how do we do that well we need to put the word of God in our hearts and live it through our lives and how do we do that well we have to memeories verses...read the bible everyday and ask god what he wants to show us.....then an example ofwhen the word of God is used like a sword was when the devil was tempting Jesus in Matthew three times......the word of God is only effective if we believe in it have faith in it and submit to it...

then today we did: believe in the word of God....the word of God is perfect and flawless and theverse about man not living on bread alone...and well basically its believeing in the word of God even though its not what the world tells us to believe in like love ur enemys that what the bible tells us but the wolrd tells us something else..like get revenge on them and hate them.....and wellwe wont be able to understand His ways and it may seem foolish to the world but HIs ways are higher than our ways and well we wld not always understsnd it and even if we do we wont understand it fully....

oh also we have power through his word and we sld pray for revalation before we read the bible...also like abharam's faith was strengthened as whatever God told him took a long time to come and well what would our response be if God told us that he would do something but like it doesnt happen anytime soon?wld we still have faith and believe or wld we grumble

also in Gensis where god told adam that the fruit would cause death but then the serpent told eve that they wont die if they eat it so like god word is the truth and well the devil doesnt care about u at all and he just does what is good for his gain and well if eve and adam cld be decevied when god was walking among then we have to be extra careful and resist the devil and thats when he would flee from you...

and well all of us need t spend time with god everyday and draw strength from him and live everyday for him and it almost like in all ur ways acknoledge him cos that means in whatever you do remember him and do it for him...and oh have a kingdom mentality...yupyup......

need to check it out...i still dont really get the whoole concept of victory and everything cos like the explaination to me doesnt really flow i still need to think about it for a while...sigh...maybe its cos i didnt rellyget the first two lesson on it where we learnt about what victory was and how to live victoriously....hmmm i dont think i wldbe understanding this topic very well...itsa bit airy fairy to me...but what to do...wished the teaching was a bit more though....nevermind...sunday word for life.....going to miss serivce again cos of sunday school

and why am i doing sunday school....well its not costrang ask meto do ti not cos i like kids or whateverits cos im doing it for God and also not imdoing it cos god wantsmeto do it its i want to do it ccos god wants me to do it...so yup need to changemind set......yup

then after the teaching we distributed the angel and ward stuff and well for those people who havent been a nice angel well next weeks ur last chance to redeem urselves

and well so funny elsa was going crazy trying to figure out who her angel is....haha..and she wanted to chocolate miin gave to her angel so sweet okay cos like miins angel didnt give her anytihng i think...haha...and sometimes well i think u sld be careful about what usay about the gifts ur angel gives to you cos u never know who it is and u never know whether the person is around u when you say it...haha....

and then i think henry's angel is super cool lah...last week gave henry a vry intersting form to fill in and this week gave him an ice cream spoon and a very interesting story about not ginving up hope and faith and that it wld never disappoint and well the handwrintg what can i say so beautiful also..

and i woner who nicks is...wahahha....his angel bought a box of uncle toby's muslie bars apricot flavour somemore...and first week gave him one the next week gave him two and this week gave him another one next week i think four more wld be apprearing cos like its the last week next week and in one box got 8 bars....whahhahahhahahahha.......those are the two main pples angels i want to know...heehee...

then there is stephie angel who i ant to scold...never get her anytihng so must find out also who then also got miins also who i also want to scold already...oh yah forgotthe most impt one i wonder who my angel is....haha....

wonder if i am going to even tell my ward who i am...hmmm.....sld just leave it annon and let him/her die guessing...wahahhaha...but got one thing i can ganrentee you...i never wrote anything...... ;)

oh yah i think next week ccm each person sld go up to the front and say who their ward is...and the ward of that person comes up and says whose theirs is...so see if we can makeone circle...so cool....or at leasti think it is lah...hahaha

and then after ccm went to eat a huge burger with ben steph and miin...haha....

but yes....
dont know anytihng
dont want to know anytihng
dont want ot say anything
dont want to perceive anything
act blur
be blur
and start shoving stuff into not only a cupboard but a black hole
where once it goes in you never see or hear from it again...ever....