hmm...just got off the phone...had a very interesting conversation with her...and well yah....like i dont know lah......im still thinking and thinking and maybe right now the only reason why im so confused is that im not trusting god enough and everything cos like i said i wld do it but then im doing it in my own strength thats why imworrying about it okay wait i havent even done it yet but yah.....like hmmsld trust godmore...and really put my faith in him that he wld be with me when its happening and everything.....so yah...but yes interesting conversation.....andher closing sentance or rather topic or what to me is scaring me...haha....so i shant think about it cos there is still a long way more to go and im just starting out...and well yah.....not now.....heehee.....let other people be in the spotlight....dont really want to be in it....