i jusr relaised something......theres like this thing which happenes if u are the type who pple always seem to tell u stuff or thier problems.....u have no idea how to put wat u are feelingin into words and tell someone u tend to keeep it to urself and everything and not be open and hwne u are open u 1.have no idea wat to say and 2.u somehow or another still manage to be like fake...as in like u are turthful and open and is sharing everything aand it sld almost be right down to ur deepest darkest searet but at the same time u like totally arent..........

sigh....i dont know..........................

am i lost??am i on the right track??am i giving the perfect student ans???ami using my heart or my brain???am i looking???am i distracted???

i dont know anything.....sigh.......

and church today.....well lets say it started of with pple waking up late and me having to rush ot get ready to go to church and no i wasdnt the one who woke up late....if they didnt wake up late i wldnt have needed to rush to get ready for church........and well..i know its for God and everything but sometimes i feell ike i need to just go to church and sit in one corner and have no distractions or anything to worry about and just p and w and listen............

i really dont know lah........

sigh..............................................................................................