hmmmmmm.......woke up 'late' today......pple wassuppose to come and pick m up at like 9.30 and i woke up at erm...9.30...hahahhaha...but yes thank god i dont take so long to get ready....went to church....and was basically anti social and was cant be bothered and forthe first time i didnt do anything...like seriously....i didnt help put the chairs out...i didnt help st up stuff...cos i wasnt there cos we onyl reahed church at like 10am....and then i was outside in the recpetion area having a mini shepherding lesson and like its becomgina small communtity....where u do something almost the whole wordl wldknow...hahahahha...but yes.....thats good i guess cos it kindas fosters togetherness or something....but yes.....oh damn forgot to find out how the custume party went....and yah...then oh p and w was wow wow wow...but yah....and then i guess i have been having this sense of detachmentfor along time like last week someone happilykicked someone elses tea or coffee onto the foor and i didnt even react....likemy brain went oh shit must go and do something lie get tissue paper orwateva but i like just stood there and stared at the thing....hmmmm.......kk..then had lunch sandwhiches again...i tell u im going to be so sick of them when i get back to singapore.....butonly a few more weeks left....going to miss all of them again...sigh...........but yes.....had word for life lessons on spritul gifts and i think right now im suppose to be looking for mine although i dont think its time but apprently it is cos everywhere i go everyone is talking abt it...so yes.....but didnt finsh the lesson cos we started late...so next week next week going to continue it.....thenall the other word for life lessons havent ended yet so i dumpedmyself into the unday school one cos erm tts like the next least informal one withpplei knoe....the other ones are guitar lessons which okay have pple i knowbut not closetoo and erm leadership lessona dn its taught by the pastor and its apprently very hard and they are like serious serious...and the other one is for begininer christians orwateva forgottheterm but its on the basics which thank god im doing with my shepherd now cos like that one is oh my....got memory verses and the 7 lessons the pastor wife is teaching tt lesson she like just goes through the answer and talks abt other stuff and u are supose to go home and do the questions to the lssson...like homework...so yah...and that one the pple whom im close to not there also but tts beside the point its like serious also......so yes leftwith sunday school...and iwas like standing outside the door looking in and they turned too look at me so i walked in...hahahah...and ploked myself ina corner like serious one corner....ive so long never did that and suddenly...well........lets just say something happened while i was sitting there but yes tts beside the point....and then i didnt help pack up too cosi was in at small crner of mine in my own little world........and o yah p and w time i was like at the back.....i think i slddo it for like one more church service....hmmmmmm........not do anytinhg and just go to church and just mind my on business dont worry abt anytihng go home sleep and do work.....one more week........