ahhhhhhhhhhhhh....i lost my bloody post@!#*&^%$#@#$^&(*)&^%#$@

sigh........ahhhhhhhhhh.....al my accounting ans all wrong!!1i think im going to kill myself!!!!!!!shit okay.....so not sleeping tonignht.........bleagh.....going to do my accoutnign wrokshop for next week and this weeks one also....if not i cannot sleep with a peaceful heart.....but before that i got to do finsih my law sem work...if i ever finsih it.....sigh!!!!!!1

life sucks......

dont understand why pple are so compititive.....girl im just reacting to the pple around me.......sigh....................so not me.....so freaking unhappy can...like wat the...its not the be all and end all and we are like all friends here lah.........who sldbe helping each other out.......sigh i really dont know wat to say anymore lah...i think we needto like sit down and just trash everytihng all out......but ahhhhhhhhhhh....i dont know i dont know.....help!!!!!!!!!!!and like we cant be honest with each other cos like cared to offen each toher..........so fine i shallnow point out all my bad points which i know gets to pple and how i know cos im purposely doing it y.....to keep my sanity........1 why on earth am i sna[ping at u.....cos wld u just stop talking abt urself stop talking during lectures i know just stoptalking altogether.........2 why on earth am i suddenly so compitive.....cos im just reacting to u.....u are the one who is...like wat the heck all of us are frineds here............wateva okay wateva........3 why am i putting so much pressure on u.....cos i know u can do much better and why do i keep chasing u...cos its pissing me off that u keep sponging of me....and tt i have to keep being responsible.....4. why am i os unfriendly......cos u use pple for ur own benifit and u think that pple sld do stuff for u while u dont even do the exact same stuff for the person....so yes im a cranky bitchy little girl who keeps sanpping at u and is very compitive........and keeps complaining abt stuff......and just point it out to me okay........just point it out............ithink we all need to sit down and think and tell each toher how we really feel abt wach other and to reflect.....cos i really treasure the friendships i have here...but right now its like total crap on on that side of my life....like.....one side of my life here friends are wonerful love every single thing abt them....and the other side of my friends here....wonderful.....but dont love every single thing abt them...okayi know i haveto love everything abt them but its like aiyah i dont knowlah....so much bitching and i know i have done my fair share of it.....but ahhhhh.....pls pls pls...can we just meet up and just have a dencent tslk abt how we all feel...cos right now.............but yes.....i need to go do my law....oh yahome more thing i cant stand it when u say u didnt do any works or tt u arent hardworking but in actually fact u are like just admit it lah.............oh yes im talking abt a grp of pple altho i used u