i dont know....i really dont know anything anymore.....its like i want to get the hell out but at the same time i dont really want to..............sometimes i wish that i didnt come back but i know that if i didnt i wld go abit bonkers....why...........

u know its strange.....the pple i miss are in adelaide(for now) but i dont miss the place.......and i miss singapore but i dont miss the pple at all.....not one single little bit..........i dont know.......right now i dont know how im going to handle all this...sighh....i sld just del this post.....ugh!!!!....its like church.....thats the whole point....its lie two places and its tearing u into two......can i handle it...i dont know....time wld tell......

i seriously think theres something wrong with me......sigh......depression..........i so need to sort out my life....i think my hormones are getting unbalanced again......sigh.. wats the point to all this????


and i need time to myself to pack up my room and buy my school books....
lets see

thursday(tomorrow)
jia

friday
afternoon:steph takashi marie
evening:airport to see miin off with dot

saturday
either shimin or zoo.....

sunday
church
airport to see dotty off

monday
aiping i think(better go comfirm)

tuesday
jia

wednesday and thursday
pack room......and buy school boooks?

piggy when do u want to meet up???friday?????do wat???

saturday
reunion (do i really want to go???)
dance concert

sunday

monday

tuesday
airport jia(did i get the right day???)

wednesday

thursday

friday

saturday
leaving

sunday
church

monday
get food

tuesday
school

i need to go get stuff for adelaide which i was missing the first round and i still have to make time for steph to do te expenses and i still got to go count them and i still need to do lots of stuff.....and go to qeeensway ...and....and....and......

HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!