iseriously dont believe howmuch i miss the pple in adelaide.....sigh....its like i odnt knoe....everytime when i have quite time to myself i miss them...everytime before i sleep and when i awake i miss them.....when im in orchard i miss them....its like.....i miss them!!!!!i cant believe it okay.....four short mths and i miss them......!?!?!?!??!and i have this feeling i may not like the changes that are going to happen in the second sem......worse thing that clshappen...i get seriously depressed and dont eat...best thing that cld happen i lose weight.....why oh why do i have that sinking feeling nothing is going to be the same.....why......its like first sem was a nice dream....next sem.....i think i might become depressed....and no its not going to become a self fulling thing....like oh i said this therefore i wld do it to make it happen....its i feel it already happening...im changing again.....when i went to adelaide...something in me fundamentally changed i cld feel it and now i can feel it again changing....but not the whole thing only a little bit....have i mentioned how much singapore for all it perks sinks when it comes to shaping my personality....

and oh for all sgcs 85 pple there is a gathering on the 17th of july atthe pastoral care room lunch time...and the strangest combi of pple are organising it...haha....

oh andthe most ironic thing....no one except one excluding steph knows of the urlof thi bloggie......