okay...why am i blogging now...no idea...dun care...

im bored......sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

SIGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

there is a million things i think i can be doing right now other than what im suppose to be doing now...wahahhaha....

im so dead....sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.......

anyway.....something which i need to get off my mind......okay i need to get loads of thing off and this is just a small one compared to the rest soooo......

if u are so scared abt my reaction to certain things cos u knoe i wldnt approve or whatever nonsense than wldnt tt tell you that u are doing something wrong in the first place and u sldnt do it cos u know its wrong urself if not why wld u be worried abt my reaction in the first place cos if u have a clear conscious u wldnt be afraid at all and if u did everything properly(whatever tt is) i wldnt be too. next thing is if u already did it why on earth are u worrying abt how i wld react. no use already...either way when i find out i wld react already cannot change one...and not as if my reaction is going to affect what u are going to do or did....maybe it wld to the extent that u wld not show it to me or talk ot me abt it but tts abt it....so amusing.and seriously its ur life...my reaction doesnt matter execpt maybe u know urself somewhere deep down that u arent doing the right thing or right thing/way and tts why u are worried abt my reaction.besides its between u and god and no one else......

just God and you
just God and you
no matter how painful it wld be
no matter what happens.......
God and you =)

but after saying that...i hope it works out for the best;)
okie..one thing off...and its applied generally the words up there...haha........
so if u tihnk it applies to you...than hmmmmmmmmmm....