hmmm....

just came back from one of the gatherings at eddies place which is always a good chance for fellowship
purpose: jemma's and janice's birthday thank you party
so erm for the few who actually read..
thanks for turning up even though u guys wasnt sure what was going on and sometimes neither was i =)
thanks for being so enthu about it even though i seemed to be half asleep about it
and thanks for cleaning up after......i wldnt have been able to find the energy to... not to mention its my least fav part..heez

but most importantly of all(okay what could be more impt than the cleaning up...kidding)

thanks for being the fun loving bunch you are who dont mind sharing your hearts and lives with everyone in the group and each other.

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on a slightly differnet note(erm u guys dont have to read this)

there could have been a million things i would have done differently
there could have been a million things i would have handled differnetly
there could have been a million things...........

but surprisingly i wasnt so paraniod over it
i wasnt so upthight about it
i wasnt so anal about it..........

i let certain things go when i was dying to make sure it was what i expected
i kept quiet when i was dying to open my mouth at that point in time (meopening my mouth about it at another time is another story altogether=) )

sometimes its better off to let people do things the way they want it to be done
sometimes its better to just let the person have thier way
sometimes its better to just not bother about it

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so whathappned (from michelle's pov)
erm 6.05pm getwoken up by my phone ringing
6.15pm in the car -- steph and i begging nick to drive up back to go get very impt stuff which we happily forgot
6.30pm -- late!!!!! n no it wasnt my fault...humph
6.40pm -- reached eddies place peeps in joes car where sitting outside waiting cs they din know to go in or not..sorry!!!
7pm -- people started arriving and socilasing
after that no idea hwat the time was anymore
had to say grace(which was ohmygoodnessgraciousme scary)
sang a brithday song
sang a pnw song
had food
had a get to know jemma and janice better game
had an open sharing time
had a presentation song by helen
had cake
had bonding time


im exhausted.....