overall mood: sad
week rated fromone to 10: 5
forgetfulness:10 and increasing....
how blessed i am:10
how sure god is going to kick me out of my comfort zone:10
how muc of todays teaching was from god:100%.....erm still feeling after effects of it......sigh...u suck lah...
how sure something is sure as hell bothering me:10

soemthing hidden away is being revealed again.........now to see if ican survive the next week or so....