just got off the phone and well i reached to a very obvious conclusion or two and well it goes something like this.....

1. what i do is none of your business
2. u can see hwtaever u want to see hear whatever u want to hear react however u want to react..but i odnt care...aslong as im doing what im suppose to be doing im going to let god do the judging cos hes the one who sees everything and not you
3. okay maybe more then two concusions...lolz....
4. i have other reasons for doing the thing im doing saying the stuff i say idont really need to explain it to you u can go on ur own narrow minded pathway...remember u dont know what im thikning and remember maybe i actually do know what ure thinking at a certain point in time...lolz....
5.im actually geninenly happy that they are doing the job(cos i tihkn i wld *insert whatever discriptive word about michelle counting rabbits here*if i didi it week in week out)...there ive said it...so pls dont tiptoe around me like im not and can you all please stop asking me what the hell happened cos i also dont know and tts the only thing im kinda upset about but toher then tt i think they are doing a really really good job on it and well who knows...(see 4 about the part about other reasons and not knowing what im thikning...and this is one of the times im keeping this to myself)im not maing ny sense here to anyone other then me here i tikn..haha/.... oh wait actually im not upset about tt cos it was only when people started asking cos i guess i saw this a long time coming already...its just the way they did it whichi didnt like...so so totally didnt like..
6.also stop asking me why im not doing anything im doing nothing or dont want resposibility....i have my reasons which includes a huge range of reasons one of which is that im still trying to sort out the mess
7. and i realsied i dont want to hear anything and know anything cos im much happier for it and surprisingly im not as bothered not knowing things.....heez.....
8. oh yah...before u attack others please look at urself then after that look at others then look at urself again and mabe try to see what others are doing and u arent doing then after that


ahhh what the heck i can't be bothered...