surprisingly being unable to feel anything at all...its not such a bad thing....cos then u just odnt car bout anything.....but then.....he still manages to captivate me even i dont feel it as much...i still want to spend time with god and everything....and i realsiedmy frankness its seeping into everything i do....including praying out loud...wait and see when i pray outloud what i say....i think its very diffferent from how others pray cos theirs is like wow and like really eloquant and well okay politically correct....mine well mine.....hmmmm....