hmmm one of the rare few times im not actual;ly blogging at home..hehe...at henry's allen's joe's place now.....just finshed churhc like er m a few hours ago?haha....then well yah...now waiting for dinner hmm...maybe i sld go help them.....haha....anyway...using henry's computer now and nick and henry is sleeping....oh wait nick's phone is ringing...and well today was interesting....very interesting....michelle should learn to shut up sometimes.......hmmm...maybe..and well yah thelast post.....its still having an impact on me....so sighness

oh yah why am i at their place cos i wld have been alone at home no one around....sniff sniff...see im so poor thing...got such a lousy roomie...hahha.....no lah...she great and fantastic....her auntie and unles and cusion are down in adeladie cos the cuz is performing this weekend i think..or something like that....so yah...she has to go meet up with them for dinner......lucky girl get super yummy dinner....nevermind joe and elsa cooking also..=) haha....hope she enjoys it....

and i discovered something today which i dont ever want to feel ever again...and it took me completely by surprised cos like i ont know lah....first place not suppsoe to feel that way....usually the feeling is experience in the different setting altogether.....but i guess this shows how much feeling effort time but mainly the feeling okay not feeling but yah lah something like that....i know its like u put ur heart mind and soul into it....yes yes...correct......thats it...almost all of me i out into it...so yah...i guess thats what happened....so yah... =)

and i still need to reflect on ccm...so here goes notihng

ccm we are learning about a victorious walk and having one.....so yah what is victory in the wolrds eyes cld be and prob is completely different from what is victory in gods eyes...and well we are running a race....its a personal race where we aim to win and reach the finnnsihing line...winning on in the sense get first place but winning in the sense of overcoming ur fears ur bad hadbits ur bad points and crushing them under ur feet...the devils aim is to take away the promise god has for us and he wld tell us that we arent good enf or arent strong enf and well thats why its impt to have a victorious walk....or something like that....then what is victory in gods eyes? well....erm.......continue this post later.....can't remeber and dont have my notes on me......=) hey at least i rememebered the first part...haha.....