hmmmmm....lets see...ahyes...


okay....ive come to the conclusion right while sitting in my bed...oh yes did i mention i lovemy bed and my pillow and my blakie...but yes....erm where was i...ah...whe i was sitting in my bed i was thinking and erm welll i usually do all my thinking in the morning and i realised that to the ans to the question if u are ready is not u wld know or u can tellwhen its time cos let me assure uits never time and u wld never be ready i mean how ca u be ready for something when u dont know what u are getting urself into??i mean u can never fully know until u actually expreience it right? the ans to the question is therefore its not when im ready its more of an issue of doing it cos u are listening to him and sumitting to his will...its doing it in obience....okay like ur parents ask u to do something like erm go do the dishes....so who is ever ready to actually go and do the dishes...i kow i wldnt as it is right now i have a pile in my sink but ttsbesides the point...the point is tt u are never ready to go do the dishes... u go and do the dishes cos ur parents asked u to do it and u do it out of obience(r however u spell tt word) likewise....u do it out of obinence...and not when u are ready cos u never wld be......