today was......a very slacky day........i think i need a day like this every week......where i just slack and spend quality time.......and oh yes how cld i forget....and sleeping in.....ohhh....i tell u i was dead tired again on thursday night...no energy to do anything but sighso much nonsense is going on now...and i guess the only thing i can do is to give it all to him......and hope for the best..right now i dont have a partner for my grp work...im going ot die under the load of work i have if its the same everyweek...but yes......entrust everything...

but yes as i was saying......today was wow...haha.......enjoyed it totally....was cleanig the kitchen with ys halfway...i tell u its so mcuh more fun cleaning the kitchen with someone else...but yes....halfway iget this strange call....and yah...kitchen cleaning abandoned till i think erm sunday???hahhaa......going to study like crazy tomorrow i hope....cos i dind tdo a single scrap of work today....but yes....so went out.....and im so glad i did lah...havent enjoyed myself this much in a long time prasing and worshiping and listening and one big group...okay nto so big...maybe like 5 or 6 pple....too bad didnt have the risk set(its at my place...and no steph nor i own it)hahaha....basically spending quality time with each other and getting to know one another better and well yah..........hahaa......i love today!!and to top it off i didnt i didnt...............erm...nvm........

and i think everyone is going weird on me.....and i dont tihnk its just me lah...i think it severyone...hahaha....and erm i dont think i take words of affirmation well.....or i dont know how to dealwith them...or some nonse....hmmmm ignore it........dont ask...hahaha......sigh.......

and well yah.....weird.............

ahhhhhhhh..........today was good.....im so happy i went.....and to think i was thinking of not going...i only decided to go like before i walked out of the house....hahahahahahahaha.......

and the weather now is really warm.....sigh....kkk..better go and bathe and sleep before i wld beto tired to do anything tomrrow..............