something is bugging me but i dont know what...

i feel more at peace in certain pples presence than others..or is it with certain pple but not others

im very restless now or is it listless...

i like talking to some but not all...

i should seriously top talking im some peoples presence that way i dont get questioned...

i think im abit too sensitive to it already in certain ways but not in others...

i get icky feelings and very peacful feelings from others

and the one thing im ver worried about right now which i realised this afternoon is tt if all the asian girls in ccm get bunked together and are seperated from the aussies im going to just die....thier ears (different pple not the asian girls)are going to be overworked..why oh cos if the aussies are there ie leaders...no one wlddare go and show them thier true colours and wld be on thier best behaviour and it wld be so peacful but once dont have all hell wld break lose and i wld prob be like right in the middle?who knows hopfully i wld be in the side lines....oh wait...the eye of the storm is the most peaceful....maybe its not such a bad idea...hahah...

but yes i just realised it and i dont believe it took me so long to relaise it considering ive been repeating the same thing over and over again........

but yes pls so totally ignore this post...michelleasu can see from the previous post is one very stressed little girl....

and talking about tt...i guess im very blessed...i know i take it for granted and i dont usually realise it and someone has to remind me now and than about it if not i wld forget again...but yah.....very blessed... =)

and well the most ideal arrangement the pple are all seperated if not it wld be havoc already....heez...and iwld most def enjoy myself so much more......but as it is...blessed too.....

okie time to sleep and stop erm wats tt word....muttering??iguess...inchorently...


1SA 2:1 Then Hannah prayed and said:
"My heart rejoices in the LORD;
in the LORD my horn is lifted high.
My mouth boasts over my enemies,
for I delight in your deliverance.

1SA 2:2 "There is no one holy like the LORD;
there is no one besides you;
there is no Rock like our God.

1SA 2:3 "Do not keep talking so proudly
or let your mouth speak such arrogance,
for the LORD is a God who knows,
and by him deeds are weighed.

1SA 2:4 "The bows of the warriors are broken,
but those who stumbled are armed with strength.

1SA 2:5 Those who were full hire themselves out for food,
but those who were hungry hunger no more.
She who was barren has borne seven children,
but she who has had many sons pines away.

1SA 2:6 "The LORD brings death and makes alive;
he brings down to the grave and raises up.

1SA 2:7 The LORD sends poverty and wealth;
he humbles and he exalts.

1SA 2:8 He raises the poor from the dust
and lifts the needy from the ash heap;
he seats them with princes
and has them inherit a throne of honor.
"For the foundations of the earth are the LORD's;
upon them he has set the world.

1SA 2:9 He will guard the feet of his saints,
but the wicked will be silenced in darkness.
"It is not by strength that one prevails;

1SA 2:10 those who oppose the LORD will be shattered.
He will thunder against them from heaven;
the LORD will judge the ends of the earth.
"He will give strength to his king
and exalt the horn of his anointed."

1SA 2:11 Then Elkanah went home to Ramah, but the boy ministered before the LORD under Eli the priest.