one thing u sld never do is to btray my trust...cos i seem to have some problem with rust...tts why i like to know whatever is going on around me.....okay conridiction here....and when there isnt info i start to get very cranky and pissed off and worried.....contridiction cos erm if u know me.....i dont usually notice stuff...like for example...today...i said to steph new shoes when she wore it out with me once before and even told me they were new......hmm.....next round...oh miin removed the blue thingy from her specs.....and i didnt realise unitl she was like is there something missing and pointed to her specs....then ian came in and i was like he looks different but i dont know wat....then finally like after half an hour i realsied he wasnt wearing his cap.....then was sitting at mos brger with miin and dot and suddenly i hear 'like michelle tt type' or sometihng to tt effect and i had no idea wat they where talking abt.....sigh......blur slow and have no idea wats going on round me...but yes...i have this need to know stuff cos if i odnt i wont know wats going on and tt to me is very frightening....and its frightening cos i dont have enough trust in them.....or pple...which is even more frightening.......and i realsied the more i know the mroe i worry........so i guess the onyl way is forme not to ask...if u want to tell me im not stopping u....but i wont ask anymore...i will jsut assume everything is fine and put my trust in u....and trust u to not do anytihng wrong or stupid or lie or take advantage or watever.....and tt u wld make sure everytihng is okay in the end.......so basically dont break mytrust cos its a very fragilething....once u lose it.........i have no idea....and right now....the pple who just lost my trust im having some problems dealing with them....cos i odnt turst watever they do now andits really affecting me and i wldtake it out on everyone around me.........seirously i wont be a pretty sight......so yes......putting all ym turst in u...if u want to tell me tell if not i wont ask......

sigh.....my arm!!!!miin accideltly hit it today so pain okay...and steph happily went to wack it....sigh....