im tired im drained from too muhc socialising and being super nice and i dont know lah...just tired......tired....plain tired...........no energy left...sigh....people change and wellstuff moves on whether u are there or not....and i think right......it might not grow tt fast as it used to grow and was.....it may even shrink alittle...but hey....others wld grow even faster and wld be even better....so yah iguess only time wld tell...and erm dont ask me wat im talking about i dont know too....everything is right now.....changed......it feels very strange....hmmm....and to tell u the truth im not happy about it......i guess its a normal feeling to have.....but yah.......i guess i need time to talk to people one to one cos since i cameback i havent been really talking to anybody like everything in one big group...and i know i need to knowsome stuff......which pple arent telling me and are telling me something else and right now i dont believe a word u are saying and everything is very dodgy...and some pple cant tell me cos its in a big group....so yah...

ccm today was fun i guess...haha....was sitting behind the table again most of the time....writng out name tags in my ugly handwriting of mine.....hahaha.....overall i guess it was okay....we may have some pplewho wld start comign regularly....hopefully.....did u know its tiring being nice???hahaha....sigh...

maybe going out with either miin tomorrow or steph or i dont know lah....basically im following other pples timetable cos they are the ones who need to do thier stuff cos i did mine almost all ifnsh already...and isooosoooneed to start on my law reading......if not im sooo sooo screwed....hahhaha.......sigh......

stuff change pple change