going overseasis totally differentfrom staying in singapore....u cant expect ur parents to be there and be at ur very bckand call.....u can miss them but u do need to move on as in not keep thinking about howmuch u miss them....frineds in singpore...they have a life without u....even frineds in aust ie toher states wld have a life without u.....everything moves on.....cant expect every city in the world to have tall buildings and be exactly like singapore(serious culture shock there can)...haha.......and well......u can miss everything about singapore but u need to move on....if not u wld be just stuck in the past and u wldbe miserable in ur present life cos u keep looking back but everybody around u is looking forward......

okie singpore part finished...so to summarise it.......missing singapore is one thing....moving on is another...ifu cant move on u wldbe miserable

adelaide....

cant click with them?well work with them keep meeting up with them keep talking to them....u after all have 18 to 25years worth of catching up to do....i mean its easy to make friends in sinapore cos u comefrom the sameschool system roughly suffered the same fate and well u only had like about 15 years to catch up on and well u belong to thesame edu sys so values are alsot almost the same.....but yes...u need to make an effort to get to knowthem...u cant lokc urselfaway cos then u wld have no social life...and there is no way u can find a common groound with them tt way...and well themore timeu spend with them the more memories u make together and the closer u wldget....cant talk to them cos itfeels strange?everything feelsstrange at first and well i realised the moreu do it the less strange it gets and seriously pple want to be there for u if only u give them a chance.....and if u dont give them a chance u wld feel miserable and alone and tt no one understands u...

but yes.......it all depends on whether the other party is actually interested....like theres no way im going to do tt at one of their socalled gatherings..........

and why am i in this mood rightnow....cos i was being fake....and i havent been tt in a long time......very long time...i wasnt like tt in ac......i wasnt like ttin adelaide....yesmiin even tt day or rather night........cos ithink i didnt really need to fake it then when pplewere nice and werent well diong wat apprenlty scgs girls so love to do....................................