very random thoughts ahead

sigh...i dont know......i odnt know anything amymore....like seriously.......sigh........and well my brother his church is a chinese church an they do everything in chinese............but yes totally out of point.......so yah......anyway.......hopefully jia and i wld be able to find sometihng we like....and hopefully doesnt involove every single day...hopefully it wld be like 3 times a week or something.....sigh.......hahah.......erm...oh yes...did i mention i went to watch bridget jonesdariy 2 and oceans 12.....two great movies in two days.....happy....hahaha......wat im going to say next is going to be totally contridictory...sigh....i hate my self as of right now......hmmmmm lets see if i can lose weight this way.......im like starting to at less and lessagain.....augh....must wakeup to go play tennis.......sigh....and must make time to find time to play tennis with stephie and whoever else wants to play.....and i tihnk im going insane....the underpass used to be like mymost fav spot in the wholeplacebut now i cant stand it.......sooo many pple.....sigh......