fine chatterboxes hate me......sigh.......

anywayz......

eww yucksince when did uuse that on my bloggie......hmmmmm.....

in a very strange mood.....

like i cant be bothered not like the last time where it was more of the detachment....its now cant be bothered cos i dont know....but yes.......

and yes.............signs are everywhere but its not like i didnt know lah...i guess its just comfirming im not ready....hahaha....but dont need loh....if only the answers to all my other questions were as clear.....like law.....sigh....and im now making no sense...its okay.....its my bloggie....not urs...so shut up.......and go away....

oh did i mention im not in a really very good mood now???wonder why...............

but yes...i need time alone....like one whole day......u know something......im super happy lah cos im now getting back the skill of being there yet not being there ie pple dont notice u and like i just stand there and observe everyone like a detached observer.....like yay..im getting anti again...happened twice....its like u suddenly see everything super clear cos u are like taking a step back and like no one notices u are there...so cool!!!okay i think im going abit off......hahahah

and yes dont worry im okay im okay....i cant get any lower believe me........ive already hit bottom.....i hope...

note to self:must learn to say__and not think too much.....lolz.....

i love sitting in the dark.....

and i love kids p and w songs......

this post has no point....

i need to talk to someone like talk to like 3 or something
those in singapore...too expensive......
those nott in adelaide.....how to explain the stuff im going through...
those in adelaide........dont even have time to sit down an talk or there are always pple around.....

and steph is steph...we agreeded we cant taalk abt this kind of stuff jus as yet....oh we can talk abt everything under the sun except that....dont know why......

and ccm is going to lose another memeber...okay for the next six mths.......but yes......and sometihng is going to be missing.......again......right now its all the nice pictures and someone to go buy cakes with and organinse all that nonsense and be a kpo with....lolz.....

notw to self: deposit into bank account
go post office...wait first write in it....and buy envolpe for the other one.....lolz......

sigh...its going to be anothercrazy weekend...

note to self: shepherd coming at erm....oh no..iforgot...i think 4......or was it 5........sigh........

sometimes i wish i can just give up..........but thatslike not even an option.....