wat the bloody hell.........wat the heck.........so wat if shes an overachiever....sorry i wasnt okay........and i have given up a long time ago....im perfectly happy the way things are okay...so if u cant accept it......dont go.....bloody hell......and going back made me realise how little i missed of it.........so wat if shes and overachiever....so bloody @#$%^&*^&%^$ wat!!!!!!!!!screaming at me isnt going to work u know....im so totally over it...ive lived throgh it and was a failure okay...happy???There.......a failure.....im never going to be an overachiever like her........okay....never....im so totally out of the system....cant do a thing....and frankly i dont care........wateva u know........like wat the hell....and take it out on us.......we arent there anymore...so why the hell do u care so much.......im over and done with it....over and done since the monment i graduated okay........so totally out.....cos u wanna know why...cos when u go to another school u are treated as annomonus.....no one gives a damn.....so wat if u can do something......only there do they place so much emphasis on it....elsewhere no.....no one can frankly be bothered...only here.........so over it....its only u....so wat if i wasnt like that............its long over....and i cant do a damn abt it....get over it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
 
and oh the renunion........wat i expected...........oh wat the hell is she doing here...didu know so and so...blah blah blah.......oh hi...nice to see u....hows life??.......did u see wats shes wearing.....blah blah blah....theusual backstabing and gossiping..................wats there to miss
 
and well.........goingt o hope church tomorrow..........hope i can wake up on time.....
 
need to bathe......