why am i so reluctant to say yes......hmmmm...maybe its cos i know once i commit myselfihave to give up everything else.....which isnt so bad...but am i ready for it......hmmmm....its like im almost ready for it yet not ready...or either that im ready for it but im just reluctant to give it up.......sigh.......cos once i give it up theres no turning back.........

augh................f u even understand wat im talking abt...i salute u....or if u even know th answer to my question oreven know wat the question is pls tell me...i wld like to know....sigh......