sigh........i cant stand it already..........u know something at least u had the courage to swim in the pool even though u are now slightly afraid of it..........im scared and afraid of wat it might do to me and that i wld end up drowning......so i dont even dare try.......and push it away as best as i can....and im nva going to be honest wif myself abt it..
(dont ask wat the hell im talking abt if u know u know if not u r not ment to know)


wateva......ahhhhh........jia......that stupid moron is messageing me again............i dont want to reply...........................how?????????how do u tell someone to stop messageing u..................

oh i just realised the first para cld be refering to two things......but its not refering to the post on ur blog........hahaha

well maybe u din change but the other person did............maybe the person din change but u where learning something new abt that person.........or maybe it was u who changed and see things in different light.........changes=growing and maturing it can be for the good or for the worse everyone changes no one is stangent...the experiences u have now is to prepare u for the future.................friends change...u may not like the changes but if u are a true friend u wld have to accept them for who that person is and not wat they where....and if u know that some of the changes arent good try to change it as best as u can....but dont try to change someone cos u dont like it change them for the rite reasons............friends are suppose to be there for u cheering u on no matter the curcumstances...........not showing black faces when they are inconvineced...........to be ready to offer u a helping hand even if u have not seen them for years..............put up with each other quirks and hadbits...talk sense into u when u lose all rational tot.....to share new experiences together and relive old ones (the good and the bad).....wat is in the past is in the past nothing can eva change the past........but we can create the future and it is up to us.......friends dont make use of each other frineds accept who that person is not because that person is rich or popular or has something u need or is smart......thoese type of friends are trash and its better not to wste time on them...............someone once said to me that the friends u make in jc are the friends u make for life...i dont think the person remembered but ya......i dont think its true lah cos after jc most of us wld be going oujr seperate ways...and only the strongest of bonds can make it......look at ur friends in jc now how many do u think wld even last to the end of next year or when we get our results back...one???two????or none????our last year in school is almost finishing and we are like on the last leg of the race...this is the time when i feel that friends are most impt cos they are the ones experiencing the same things as u and know wat u are going through so plaese dont think u are the onli one going through such a tough time......and friend are impt now cos they are the ones who push u to study push u to do better and is always there to talk u out of ur stress and provide something else other than studies to conc on for a shot while......

hahaa.....i just realised something..........my u s are all refering to differnt pple and a single u can be refering to many different pple.....hahahaha.....pple good luck on disciphering by post...hahaha....first u had to dispeher my spelling now u have to fig out who im talking abt....hahaha...im amazed u pple ahvent given up reading my blog...heehee...