i just realised something........im a much more cheerful person and that im almost back to my normal usual self pre depression......hahahhaha...........wonder why....anyway thanks to all my friends who had to put up wif all my crap during those times.......hahaha......ohhh......hahah....im gettin lots anf lots of complains abt the last posting...hahah......everyone says it makes no sense....hahhaha.....but if u bother to go and dig through the mess...i think u might find little nuggets of info....wait let me go reread it although i hate it cos i cant seem to remember wat i typed out...hahaha..........